Courageous

There’s no other word for it.  Walking into a brand new school by yourself, not knowing a single other kid, barely understanding a word of the spoken language, standing alone several times a day while other kids talk and laugh, and sitting in class, praying someone will say something that will give a clue as to what is happening.  This is what our kids have been doing these past two weeks and George and I are in awe of them.  Those first days are always the hardest but poco a poco (little by little), they are exchanging words to identify common interests, receiving invitations to play or hang out, and being waved at to walk home together.  They have such a hurdle to cross and we can tell their little minds of sponges are hard at work everyday.

Our own act of courage was temporarily suspending our American phone numbers and adopting new Spanish numbers.  “The final thread to home was cut” as George said.  In addition, our Spanish is now basic enough that we need to exert more courage to talk to strangers in public and practice our new language skills.  Though I feel much less intimidated than I did as a kid, it still takes courage to initiate conversation when you don’t know how far you’ll be able to get.

The weekend before school started, George and I were granted a date night out while the kids stayed with some friends.  After a hike to the Roman aqueducts, we spent the evening at The Bikini Bar followed by a visit to The Blue Bar (neither of which sound like places where George and I would typically hang out).  The Bikini Bar is a tapas bar (not to be confused with topless bar, as my mother thought I said) on Bikini avenue, where we had one of our best Spanish meals yet and enjoyed our first plate of olives after always believing neither of us liked olives.  The Blue Bar was an outdoor bar on the very top of the tallest hotel in town, overlooking the beach, with a blue glow light and soft techno music in the background.  We sat on a sofa and watched a lightning show in the sky and drank our agua con gas (seltzer), which no one else drinks around, here by the way.  It was a very relaxing night thanks to our friends who hosted a sleepover for 6 kids.

We had a few days of very stormy weather and discovered our home has leaky windows (the price you pay for an old, traditional home) but the sun is shining again and the heat and humidity persist and probably will until October.  I know I said the coffee is good here but admittedly, I miss my tall sized lattes.  I thought I had finally found a place that satisfied when a waitress asked me if I wanted a pequeño or grande cafe (small or large).  Turns out that their “grande” is a tea cup instead of a small juice glass.

On a more surreal topic, George and I have decided that the ghosts of our deceased fathers are both here with us in Almuñécar!  Davis’ school teacher, Paco, is unnervingly reminiscent of my father, physique and mannerisms alike, and George has passed a man daily who resembles not only his father’s physical appearance but his Bostonian dress code as well.  Both encounters have sent shivers down our spines.

I am watching the sunset on our rooftop patio and thinking of our family, friends and colleagues back home and how much we miss everyone.

 

Domingo

The Spanish do it right.  Unlike Americans, they still consider Sundays (domingos) as the day of rest, literally.  It is as if the entire day is siesta; everything is closed, no one is walking the streets (and I mean no one), and it sounds like the only outing is saved for church.  What happened to that tradition in the States?  I remember, as a child, all the stores were closed on Sundays but no longer.  Sundays have become equally an errand or sports day as Saturdays and if store or business owners are lucky, they’ll open at 11:00am.  We no longer take one full day per week to recover from our busy working and family lives; we just keep going.  However, the Spanish still honor that important routine.  Much to be admired.

It is official!  We are now approved residences of Almuñécar!  We bused to Motril yesterday, a nearby town, to get our visa approvals and extensions for the year.   Our appointments went more quickly than expected so we spent the rest of the day walking around, exploring the old town of Motril as well as the shopping “mall” to satisfy the kids, where they dressed in Spanish style.  We visited the sugar mill museum (Spain is home of one of the first sugar mill industries that started in the 1500’s).  Unfortunately, they didn’t have tastings at the end of the exhibit like Theo’s chocolate museum in Seattle.  Then, in full disclosure, George and I left the kids to relax with their screens (!) in McDonalds (!!) while we continued to explore and walk the streets.  How terribly American but desperate of us.  Finally, before we returned to Almuñécar, we happened to pass by Elefante Azul, the blue elephant car wash (clearly, the brother car wash of Seattle’s Pink Elephant).

Last week we visited Hadley and Davis’ school, and met some of the staff.  Turns out they are expected to be the only two native English speakers in the school this year.  We decided to separate them to help minimize the amount of English they speak but they will share a 45 minute recess/snack period in the middle of the day.  Hadley’s teacher greeted her with a hug and kisses on each cheek (no waivers necessary) and Davis’ teacher, Paco, reminded me so much of my own father, standing there with his hands in his pockets, his rounded belly, rattling off some humorous, intellectual Spanish comments to Davis.

We also learned last week that Quinton was finally admitted to his school (we had to wait to see which school had room for him).  He will be part of a bilingual group that moves around classes together integrating some English, mostly for the benefit of Spanish kids wanting to learn more English, while still getting lots of exposure to Spanish.  This will surely all be an experiment to see how the kids do among these different approaches to learning.

Our sense of connection has increased as we befriended a British family with three kids (ages 14, 11, and 9, two boys and a girl).  The kids have instantly bonded over their English backgrounds and happen to share much in common in the areas of sports and Fortnite as well as their introductions to Spanish schools and the language.  They have moved here for two years to take a break from the hard working lifestyle outside London and to learn about a new culture and language.  Despite our enjoyment with each other, we will have to balance our time between them and new Spanish friends in order not to default to speaking English too much.

Today we are experiencing our very first stormy day; constant thunder rumbling in the distance.  We have welcomed the weather realizing how much we miss our Seattle rainy days.  How nice it is to have a day of rest.

 

 

 

Sol y Nieve

The Brewsters are spending an awful lot of time these days body surfing in addition to a new sport: medusa catching (medusa means jellyfish in Spanish).  Literally everyone at the beach has a net that the kids use to catch medusas while they are swimming and then bury them in the rocks.  Not very animal friendly but it gives a feeling that everyone is in it together protecting each other from the stinging in the sea.  By now, 4 out of 5 of us have been stung and for some, on multiple occasions with scars to show for it.  But I think we can say with confidence that none of us are allergic to jellyfish.

Our most recent adventures include finding some Roman aqueducts nearby, going to the infamous Friday market where you can buy practically anything and visiting the Sierra Nevadas last weekend which is known for its “sol y nieve”(sun and snow).  We decided to escape the heat for a bit and took a bus to Granada and then up to the mountains where we hiked, rode the chair lift and gondola, threw some snowballs and enjoyed the culture of a Spanish ski resort in the summertime.  The resort is built entirely into the hillside which provides an amazing view of the sunset over the Granada valley.  Our trip home included a layover in Granada so we were able to walk around the city for a bit and grab some dinner.  The kids are relieved that we are not living in a bigger city but George and I fell in love at first site with Granada and can’t wait to return.  The international scene, University energy, and old European architecture were captivating.

We returned to Almunecar to find that we are ready for school to start.  There is only so much beaching and hanging with your family without knowing a single other soul one can do.  The kids are ready to make their own friends (even if they can’t communicate with them yet) and we are all ready to create our own daily structure.

Not Belonging

This week we are in full on language school; three hours of learning Spanish each day, as a family, with a half hour break in the middle.  It is grueling for sure, especially for the kids, as you can well imagine, but the mouthful exposure is helpful and we’re convinced it will be a benefit to the kids for when they start school.  Plus, it has been enlightening for me and George to witness our kids’ different learning styles and attention spans in the classroom.

Our break time has included helado (ice cream) or churros (sticks of fried dough) and cafe con leche (coffee with milk).  And yes, the coffee is pretty darn good here!  This week we tried a typical Spanish snack, toast with olive oil and tomato spread which is yummy as well.

But just like a mouthful of anything takes time to digest, it will take time for our brains to make sense of a new language.  George came home from the crowded beach the other evening (the beach becomes wall to wall sun umbrellas after siesta is over) and shared how crazy it is to hear so many conversations taking place right around you and to not understand a single word that is being said.  I want to clarify that everyone here has been nothing but kind to us but without the language skills, it is hard to initiate and build connection with others.  It presents the discomfort of not being a part of anything that is happening around you… of not being able to share thoughts, laughs, and experiences even with strangers, and therefore, of feeling isolated.  It presents the sense of not belonging.

One of the kids asked me the other day why there isn’t just one language in the world that is spoken.  I hear their craving for commonalities and ease in interacting with others.  They refuse to believe, at this point, how less interesting the world would be with one language.  I can’t deny my own desire for what and who is familiar and known to me.  We stretch ourselves to explore a new part of town or try a new food but find ourselves returning to what we know for comfort; pizza dinner, American movies, even Fortnite-God bless us!

The kids’ understanding of culture (language, behavior, food, mealtimes, scheduling and gathering norms) and what makes individuals feel like a part of a group is limited but is about to evolve.  Yesterday, George heard kids’ voices nearby so we walked down the street from our house and found an enclosed turf futbol court where a bunch of Spanish kids were playing.  They invited Davis and Quinton to play and the boys came home an hour later.  Ah, connection!

 

 

Acclimating

It is day 6 here in Almunecar and if I could only write one word in this blog post, it would be HOT!  Probably the hardest thing for us to get used to is the heat.  This time of year is typically hot but even the locals say it is hotter than usual (as it seems to be just about everywhere).  We can’t go outside without dripping sweat from a calm stroll.  Now I get why siesta exists; to escape the heat.  So we are taking full advantage of it but of course, that throws everything else off.  As crazy as I thought it was, we, in fact, have been having dinner at 9 or 10pm and going to bed closer to midnight or 1am, just like the locals.  And of course, our jet lag has only helped which sometimes, makes things more challenging.  Last night, we all were doing our Spanish homework and the kids were starting to melt down but it took awhile for George and me to realize that asking the kids to do anything academic at 11:45pm was probably not very realistic.

Our new home is very Spanish, historic, and to get there is like climbing a mountain; set practically next to la Castillo San Miguel on the top of a hill in the center of old town.  Locals chat away in the narrow streets surrounding us and stray cats sit outside our front door wanting to be fed.  No one seems to worry about disturbing anyone, particularly the trash men at 3am.  We have a glorious rooftop sitting area for stargazing and dinner by candlelight.

So far, we have been swimming at the beach, visiting the local water slide park located on the edge of the Mediterranean Sea (a little more scenic than Wild Waves outside of Seattle), walking the neighborhoods and meeting other American families who live here.  We discovered that Cafeteria de Jorge has excellent ice cream (of course!) and we learned “Philadelphia” is a popular flavor here known for the cream cheese.  We celebrated my birthday over paella and cheeseburgers and this afternoon, we are maximizing siesta in order to be able to stay out until the wee hours for their annual festival which includes fireworks going off just outside our home at 11:30pm tonight.

It is a strange experience being on vacation but not at the same time.  We are having a bit of an identity crisis as we feel like tourists one minute but then find ourselves managing a household and planning some life structure the next.  Realizing we are here for the long haul and currently without any community can be disorienting although that will change with time.  The kids are adjusting each at their own pace and in their own way.  Nighttime has been hard for some.  The quiet and darkness are prime time for missing the comforts and loved ones of home and contemplating the reality that we are not returning to what we know anytime soon.  I experience tight hand holds while walking down the streets, an eagerness to feel more control and then suddenly glimpses of courage and curiosity.

Wanderer, there is no path; the path is made by walking.

-Antonio Machado

 

The Journey Begins

I overheard my daughter, Hadley, tell someone she was excited for our journey to Spain and felt a brief sigh of relief after wondering for months if my husband, George, and I made the right decision for our family to live abroad for the year.  We told the kids 8 months ago and now we are on day two of living in Almuñécar, Spain.

Our reasons for this decision are numerous including the current state of American politics, the monotonous routine that our lives were becoming and the fact that neither of our dads were able to benefit from their retirement dreams before facing terminal illnesses.  Our extended family members are currently in stable health, the timing works with our oldest son having one year left before high school and since we are both self-employed and the rental market in Seattle is currently lucrative, we felt able to pull it off financially.  But our most powerful reasons are to give our kids (ok, all of us) an opportunity to build our resilience in the world and to learn about, respect and appreciate the diversity of humankind and cultures that exists on our planet.

I hope to share with you, in this blog, some of our experiences of having chosen change in our lives and the joys and challenges that will come with it.  IMG_1648

“The world is a book, and those who don’t travel only read one page.”         ― Augustine of Hippo